January 1st 2019

I’m not gonna lie, I picked a lot of my shit up, put it where it belongs, but I ain’t got it all yet. I still find myself holding myself back. Sometimes I pause and think it’s not perfect, nope! Can’t do it. I still have “ ugly “ days even though I feel myContinue reading “January 1st 2019”

December 13th 2018

December 13th 2018 I saw this quote today “ the person I needed the most, taught me that I didn’t need anyone. “ uh I felt that!!!! The last time I allowed someone to make me feel, like I needed them to be okay, was the last time I was ever broken. I healed myself.Continue reading “December 13th 2018”

December 2nd 2018

Today was probably one of the best days of my fucking life! I had the opportunity to take holiday photos, as well as to recreate a childhood photo, and book my first gig. Then I called my mom and planned to go to the mall, because I had one of my co workers Erin’s, birthdayContinue reading “December 2nd 2018”

Her, timing.

I am so thankful for timing. Never did I imagine that on thanksgiving day, I’d be thankful for moments, times, and situations that brought horror with it. Ive come to learn that pain, can be one of two things, and I am extremely proud of myself for recognizing the difference. My life has changed, inContinue reading “Her, timing.”