Food for thought: open marriage, cuckold, polygamy

So the conversation came up, as some guy asked me if I was straight or bi. Being me, I responded, “what exactly does that have to do with you?” I had a whole attitude already, being on guard. For some reason, the more free I find myself, the more I realize how possessive men areContinue reading “Food for thought: open marriage, cuckold, polygamy”

June 25th 2019

to my husband to be in 6 days. we’re so close but we’re far from the end you bring a different kind of joy a different type of hope a different type of love and look on this life you take me for everything that I am every part every past and every phase youContinue reading “June 25th 2019”

Can I be honest?

    from a little over a month ago and I never posted this but it still resonates with me deeply. At that time I was aware of what I needed to do, I was aware of a lot but I wasn’t ready to put it into action. I’ve been going through the motions andContinue reading “Can I be honest?”

January 3rd 2019: Life Lesson

I’ve been planning today for some time now, so I’m very present when it comes to this. This morning was one of those mornings that goes down in the books, that’s for sure. Anxiously waiting for today, I stayed up a little late last night, so I didn’t wake up at 6:45am like I planned.Continue reading “January 3rd 2019: Life Lesson”

January 1st 2019

I’m not gonna lie, I picked a lot of my shit up, put it where it belongs, but I ain’t got it all yet. I still find myself holding myself back. Sometimes I pause and think it’s not perfect, nope! Can’t do it. I still have “ ugly “ days even though I feel myContinue reading “January 1st 2019”