Can I be honest?

    from a little over a month ago and I never posted this but it still resonates with me deeply. At that time I was aware of what I needed to do, I was aware of a lot but I wasn’t ready to put it into action. I’ve been going through the motions andContinue reading “Can I be honest?”

January 3rd 2019: Life Lesson

I’ve been planning today for some time now, so I’m very present when it comes to this. This morning was one of those mornings that goes down in the books, that’s for sure. Anxiously waiting for today, I stayed up a little late last night, so I didn’t wake up at 6:45am like I planned.Continue reading “January 3rd 2019: Life Lesson”

January 1st 2019

I’m not gonna lie, I picked a lot of my shit up, put it where it belongs, but I ain’t got it all yet. I still find myself holding myself back. Sometimes I pause and think it’s not perfect, nope! Can’t do it. I still have “ ugly “ days even though I feel myContinue reading “January 1st 2019”

December 13th 2018

December 13th 2018 I saw this quote today “ the person I needed the most, taught me that I didn’t need anyone. “ uh I felt that!!!! The last time I allowed someone to make me feel, like I needed them to be okay, was the last time I was ever broken. I healed myself.Continue reading “December 13th 2018”

December 8th 2018

actually written 12/11 trying to catch up here! I’ve been spending some time trying to figure out what is love, what I deserve from it, and what I think it should kind of be like. I’ve never actually with my own two eyes, seen a healthy adult relationship, without anger, damage, a guard up, andContinue reading “December 8th 2018”