Can I be honest?

    from a little over a month ago and I never posted this but it still resonates with me deeply. At that time I was aware of what I needed to do, I was aware of a lot but I wasn’t ready to put it into action. I’ve been going through the motions andContinue reading “Can I be honest?”

2018 was beautiful, in all its horror.

“The beginning of the end.” The best year of my life, was literally the year that almost killed me. I almost lost my shit, I’m not gonna lie, I lost my shit. Mentally, physically, spiritually, in literally every way possible. One by one, things were just gone, and I could do absolutely nothing, but watchContinue reading “2018 was beautiful, in all its horror.”

December 13th 2018

December 13th 2018 I saw this quote today “ the person I needed the most, taught me that I didn’t need anyone. “ uh I felt that!!!! The last time I allowed someone to make me feel, like I needed them to be okay, was the last time I was ever broken. I healed myself.Continue reading “December 13th 2018”

December 2nd 2018

Today was probably one of the best days of my fucking life! I had the opportunity to take holiday photos, as well as to recreate a childhood photo, and book my first gig. Then I called my mom and planned to go to the mall, because I had one of my co workers Erin’s, birthdayContinue reading “December 2nd 2018”

Diary Rant; this retrograde and it’s life lessons!

Honestly, I’m gonna start by saying, excuse my language pero, this retrograde has me all the way fucked up ( in a good way ). This entire, end of summer has been such a world wind. I literally cannot deal, but truly wish it would’ve happened sooner. So casually I’m cooking dinner, keep in mind,Continue reading “Diary Rant; this retrograde and it’s life lessons!”