I Stopped Surviving & Started Living.

I spoke to an old friend Sunday night and they reminded me of the beauty of this life, in a sense that I didn’t seem to acknowledge. Well aware of it all, but never actually acknowledging, what I am currently doing. Changing the world is changing yourself, and within that, the reflection of a partContinue reading “I Stopped Surviving & Started Living.”

June 25th 2019

to my husband to be in 6 days. we’re so close but we’re far from the end you bring a different kind of joy a different type of hope a different type of love and look on this life you take me for everything that I am every part every past and every phase youContinue reading “June 25th 2019”

People will do to you, what you allow.

As much as I think of the things that went wrong in my marriage, or with my father, my mother, my self, my family, any relationship I’ve ever had. I’ve come to realize that, I allowed those things to take place in me, sit in my heart, and cause an anger that not many haveContinue reading “People will do to you, what you allow.”

Walking away, from stability.

One of my first days at blow dry, in the photo above. Holy fucking shit, in July I will be unemployed. I put my two months in, and honestly I’ve never been more scared of the fact, that I’m not scared, or worried. I truly, for the first time, I just don’t care about whatContinue reading “Walking away, from stability.”

Be easy, on you.

I’ve been so hard on myself that I’ve forgotten to be proud of myself. I’ve been so caught up on the fact that I already achieved something, not taking the time to realize that, it’s okay to step back and achieve differently. With practice comes the opportunity to smarten-up and to learn more, so I’mContinue reading “Be easy, on you.”